December 2021, HR/My manager just told me that I will be working part time from 2022 on… Wow. WHAT A MOMENT! I did not realize it in the beginning, but – what a step! I am happy but scared at the same time. So many emotions running through my head, through my entire body.

Am I able to carry this responsibility?

Will I be able NOT to fail?

My dark inner voice takes over and bombards me with all these negative thoughts. Self-doubt rules over me for a couple of days. This is also the moment I realize how lucky I actually am with the people around me. My girlfriend Tatschi who is always a support in so many ways, I often call her the octopus. Erik, who can bring comfort and relieve me from the self-made pressure. And last but not least the quotes of oh_ey_sis… All of them might not even know how much they and their acts mean to me…

And then there they are again. Not even one minute of gratefulness is being granted before those dark thoughts come on over again… I always picture these negative thoughts as walking on a beach on a warm sunny day. I am enjoying the sun and the warm breeze of the air. But then, out of the blue, there comes this cold-ass wave against my leg. The more negative, the higher and colder the water gets. It disturbs my walk heavily, so I look down and see the negative text in the wave “You can’t do it!”… Ouch!

What I have learned is to let the thought(s) be there. The wave will go back into the sea, just like your thought. And I have news for you.. Another wave is awaiting to disturb your beach walk.. The waves will come for sure, that is out of your control. So better focus on the things you do have control of. And that is the action you decide to take. Nobody else but you decide what to do with this thought/wave. And if I can give you one advise from experience – Just let it be. Let the wave be there. Let the thought(s) be there. Just don’t give them too much attention. The sooner you can enjoy your walk again.

And so what if I “fail”?, is what I asked myself more often than I could even tell. And over the years – yes, that took some hard work, it did not fall to me out of the blue sky, neither have I seen the light in some sort of fancy way – I realized. What is failing? Like, honestly, take a moment and sit back. Take your time for this and think for yourself:

What – is – failing – ?

Ouroboros teaches us that there is no failing, only learning. Life is an endless cycle of learning. Trying, learning, trying, learning, trying, learning, up until the moment where we have learnt enough to succeed. And at that point, when we have succeeded, we will be sure we deserve this success. Because nobody else but we ourselves worked hard for this. And then we move on to the next cycle of trying and learning, and so on and so forth. It is an endless game we play. And that’s where I want to thank oh-ey-sis. When I dove into Brahman she gave me one piece of her art.. It is a picture of a lady with a bandage on here face, stating “It’s okay to fail.“. And as mentioned before, you probably have no idea, oh_ey_sis, but wow, that piece of art from you actually helped me so much. 🙂

I never knew that the root of all this worrying, nagging and doubting yourself is a negative self image. Thanks to the book Verslaafd aan Liefde from Jan Geurtz and the podcast Omdenken, my eyes got opened! For everyone who is still struggling with self-doubts, overthinking and feel they are stuck in a spiral, I can highly recommend those two sources. They shine a light on this topic and make it an understandable thing. And when understanding it you can finally do something with it that will work.

Well, back to January 2022. My beginning of part time work. All happy and enthusiastic, I planned my first days where I would be spending whole days with Brahman. That’s what I expected at least. You know, like this last vacation you posted on Instagram. Yay, so much fun! In the sun! Whilst for real the sun only came out for a couple of minutes, and it all sucked quite a lot because your face got irritated by the constant wearing of the face mask, and you were scared of taking that COVID test for your flight back, and weren’t there supposed to be other people? Where did all those other tourists go? Well either way, you can probably already expect it. Here’s how my first days of part time work really went..

Covid struck and my girlfriend and I were forced into isolation. And not only that, this wouldn’t have been so bad after all, quality time focus on Brahman, but nope. Fever it was. Being tired all day long, five days long. What a time this was, being together for a week is pretty intense! But – always looking on the bright side – we made some good memories. I am glad that we both took care of each other and got better in the end.

So with some delay, I can finally announce that I will be working part time! YAAAAAY! Haha Three days as an employee and two days as the CEO and Co-Founder of Brahman Bracelets. I can still hear Erik scream from enjoyment! What a step to take in such a short period of time. Let’s do our best and I truly believe the outcome will be the best too.


It was March 2020. Life had been difficult for me – Saqib – for quite some time.
Only in February, my friend Erik had suggested traveling through Thailand together. He saw my struggles and knew I needed some time off. Far away from the Netherlands. At a place I could be completely myself. Find myself, as it turned out later. Cause when I started this travel, I surely didn’t even know who I was, nor what I really wanted in life.

Erik had been at this stage of life years before. He had found his peace of mind in Thailand, and so he took me by the hand, and showed me what he had discovered.

I was terrified stepping into that plane. March, 7th, 2020, I still remember that day. It had been some time I travelled that far, and I didn’t know what to expect nor if I would like it or not.
Especially since my friends pretty much arranged that trip for me, and I had literally planned nothing. The control freak in me was stressed. But from the second I had stepped into the airplane, I felt the positive energy flowing.

We arrived in Bangkok first, and traveled further to Cha’am three days later. Cha’am is about two hours South from Bangkok, located directly at the beach. And this is where our journey started for real.

Days and nights of honest talks, sitting in the sun, driving through nature, it all appeared so easy. Far from home, it felt much easier talking about my struggles, and admitting mistakes I had made in the past. And it felt good hearing that Erik had gone through the same struggles I was facing at that time.

He told me how he had found his way through the struggles. How meditation and actively dealing with his problems was the key to survival; Was the key to happiness.

Now you have read about the Ouroboros, aKa Brahman Energy, in our first blog. But what does this have to do with bracelets? And what does inner peace have to do with fashion?

Erik used to be a Designer for Bracelets in the Netherlands for many years. The industry is driven by success and money. It is a cruel, superficial world to live in. And the constant urge to achieve more had finally become a curse.

Bracelets and fashion had always been his passion, but he realized soon that the lifestyle he had was anything but a sustainable one. So he strove towards finding inner peace and letting go of the need to earn more and more money. He traveled to Thailand frequently. Picked up meditation and surfing, and had deep conversations with Thai people.

That’s when he discovered the Brahman Energy. And only during our trip together, he told me that he had designed a Bracelet that should symbolize the Brahman Energy.
All of his personal achievements, the struggles, the pain, the growth and the realization that everything is temporary should be displayed in the Brahman Bracelet. To not only honor the Energy, but to also create a daily reminder of his personal achievements.

And that’s where I came into place…

Ever since I can remember, it had been my dream to start an own business. Ever since I can remember, it had been my dream to become happy.
I had arrived in Thailand on March 7th as a person full of fears and doubts. And thanks to Erik, I had left Thailand on March 17th, 2020 full of ambitions and motivated to accept myself and my life the way it is, simply by living by the Brahman Energy.

I returned to the Netherlands with the plan to tackle my problems and no longer hide from them. And I decided to bring out this bracelet to the Dutch market to share the Brahman Energy with the world, and to enable every person to wear a daily reminder of the achievements they have reached in life.

Welcome to the Brahman Bracelets Family.


A snake biting in its own tail. Now that’s something you don’t see every day – do you?

You’re probably thinking right now, what are these two men talking about? But no, we did not loose our minds. In fact, we probably had lost it a bit before we discovered Ouroboros. But let’s start with the snake before we get to Ouroboros. One step after the other, we surely got time.

If you live in the Western world now, chances are high you don’t see snakes that often anymore. At least not conscious.

When was the last time you were sick? You went to the pharmacy to get antibiotics, or cough syrup. Did you look up to the façade before entering the store? Probably not, cause why would you. You were probably in a rush. You didn’t feel like being outside, you didn’t like that area of the city very much, and there were way too many people inside. All you wanted to do is get your medicine and go back home as quickly as possible. And there you missed the snake.

The symbol of pharmacies is a snake climbing up a staff (WHO) or bowl. The snake represents the healing and wisdom, based on its ability to shed its old skin after growing into a new one. And this is where the link with Ouroboros is made.

Ouroboros represents infinity, rebirth and an overall cyclic nature, meaning that everything is temporary. The good and the bad. And every time you conquer difficulties or struggles you are having in life, this is exactly what happens. You grow into your new skin.